Hi folks,
Some of you may or may not know that my aunt is in the last stages of her life. My mom had to break the news to her mom (Nana) that Nana's daughter, mom's sister, won't live for much longer. I don't think a parent is supposed to bury their children. Sadly, this may be what happens in my family. To make matters worse, the beginning of the demise of Aunt Brenda was lung cancer. I'm an avid smoker. I'm not even sure why I started smoking. But, all I can think about is dying of cancer while my mom is still alive to watch it all unfold. That's not a good feeling.
As a lot of you know, I'd be addicted to dirt if you could be. Me and any kind of addiction go hand and hand. (Well, I'm not a drug addict..... but I'm an alcoholic and a chimney stack) Anyhow, for any of you that pray, please keep my Aunt Brenda and Nana in your prayers.
I guess there isn't anything similar to baring your soul to a bunch of strangers. But, sometimes strangers are the best you can ask for. And, several folks on this sight are anything but strangers.
Thanks for your prayers
cheers,
bird.
